My Life Story.....

My Life Story.....

Just_Jackiiiie

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[15 Sep 2005|06:16pm]

On the stairs, she grabs my arm
Says whats up, where you been, is something wrong?
I try to just smile
And say everything’s fine

You said you'd be my dream
I could have you every night
And if by morning I'd forgotten you
Well, no big deal, that'd be all right
'Cause you're the re-occuring kind
You are the re-occuring kind
You never really leave my mind

Touch, lying on the floor
Wishing this could last
Knowing that it can’t
Soon you will leave
And I'll be on the floor
Watching the TV
Trying hard to find
A reason to move
I’m frozen in one place

I guess your kind of truth, is just the ghost of your lies
Yeah, your kind of truth, darling, is just the ghost of your lies
I see through them all the time
So I'm pouring some whiskey, I'm gonna get drunk
Yeah, I'm pouring myself some whiskey, I'm going to get really fucking drunk
I'm pouring some whiskey right now, I'm going to get so, so drunk
That I pass out, forget your face, by the time I wake up

i needed a spot to put these lyrics.

cuz i like em

so hi everyone<3

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[17 Feb 2005|05:45pm]

[ mood | deep thoughts. ]

[ music | Damien Rice ]

Times are tough. It seems as if everyone is going through something rite now. And we all dont know how to deal. I feel like i walk around.....observing everyone....and no one is happy. And if they seem to be...theyre really not.

But im sure all of this will change by next week. Hopefully. I would love for every one.....to happy and content with there lives. truely. But again i'lll say....time is all we have.

Somthing that someone wise once told me.

"What ever your crying about today.....will be nothing to you tomorrow"

...so pathetic, but yet so so true.

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Bored. [05 Feb 2005|08:12pm]

[ mood | grateful ]

[ music | The used. ]

This has been the most boring weekend of my life.

lol, i hope superbowl is fun though. Go Eagles.

Friday was a stressful day...

Nothing went right....found out bad news....and everyone seemed to have a "hate jackie" state of mind.

And least and most of all (if that makes any sence to you) the comment "you look like the big purple thing from McDonalds" was said to me in front of my whole 5th period class.

Joke>? Maybie...but i sure as hell didnt take it as one.

Oh well....this is the life of Jackie Loutfy, and it really isnt so bad. There are tsunami kids hungry and alone, homeless and scared.

At least im not any of those things?

I guess i am "happy"....maybie i should try and realize that more often.

"i'll be just fine."♥

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My day =Gr8. [01 Feb 2005|05:13pm]

[ mood | tired ]

[ music | head automatica ]

I decided to quit ASB. It's been way to hectic....and to be honest somewhat pointless. So instead of being in ASB i had the chance to be in journalism (more like i bugged Mrs. Bauer every day)....but thats beyond the point. lol. So today was my first day in the class. Pretty lay back....im excited to write my frist article....let's hope its not a total bust.

Debating.... cut my hair....or grow it

this is the question? ♥

"Baby, is this love for real?"

"Hold me in your arms to feel"

"Beating hearts baby"

"You want nothing to do with me"

And that's all she wrote. <3 Jackie.♥

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[27 Jan 2005|09:23pm]

[ mood | good ]

[ music | My Chemical Romance ]

Oh holy Jesus.

Havent seen this journal in about 70000000326910.54521324601. jillion years.

Feels good to be back. Indeed, and how is everyone? Good i hope. Im doing just fine i suppose. My birthday was on the 5th of january....what a lovely birthday it was....i had a suprise birthday party in fact. It was great. So hows everyones love life? As for me....i just dont have one. ahha. Isn't that a suprise. lol. O well.....nothing i can do.

So i got my braces off today....and now i feel as is im playing with a mouth full of jello.....and lemmie tell you, it's aweful! O well.

Im off to go do a power point now....for math...(i find that so ironic....a power point...for math?)

<333

"I haven't been this scared in a long time
And I'm so unprepared so here's your valentine
Bouquet of clumsy words, a simple melody
This world's an ugly place, but you're so beautiful to me"

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[30 Sep 2004|10:46pm]

[ mood | extactic ]

[ music | green day ]

Well i am at Jessica watts house rite now. You know, thats how we do. haha. UmMmmMmM its been a weird night. Talked to Tiffany, and helped her with nathan (i talked to him too)

then i talked to freakin Andria and helped her with her boyfriend (talked to him too)

Then i talked to matt and freakin heard all about kim. lol. Thats so tight matt!! IM SO FREAKIN HAPPY FOR YOU. :)
haha you know you love me.

Well iv been loving school a lot. Love seeing everyone everyday, you all like light up my life. Honestly lol. And thanks to everyone thats so sweet to me every day, you guyes make the difference, trust me.

Well Miss Jackie Loutfy is putting her little head to sleep now.

i love you. Dont forget it. muah!!

"It started when we were younger, you were mine, my bo0o"

"It's something unpredictable but in the end is rite, i hope you had the time of youir life."

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[30 Aug 2004|02:47pm]

[ mood | blank ]

[ music | lean back! haha ]

Well well well......look who it is....little miss jackie....is actually making an entry.

It's a miricale. haha,

any whoo.....well how is everyone doing>??? Miss all of you dearly. Iv been having a freakin great summer.....with

christina....(hell yeah i know how to drive lol)
Andria (my big sis)
Moses My big bro
Harry (when can i kiss you?) hehe
Robert (if you hurt chris il FUKIN kill you)

haha

but i misss every one a lot!!!! Some one call me or something....at least i taked to leauren to day....i called Codi, she never answered or called back....(u gues i deserve that)

Saw Ashleyy *Simpson* haha at registration.....i like the hair, good job.

Well i start driving class tomorrow....and iv been real bizzy with ASB...o well. Cant wait for effin school to start.....miss all you guyes. Love you all.

SOME ONE COMMENT DAMNIT......I HAVNT WRITTEN IN FOR EVEER!

loooooooove me.

is it that hard>?♥

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My death is the only excuse to forget about me. [03 Aug 2004|05:40pm]

[ mood | Sick and Grouchy. ]

[ music | nothing, just the pounding of the headache. ]

Well well well....look whos back in glendora....and so happy at that,

"wish i was any where but here"

i hate that fukin quote, becuase i got sooooo sick while i was in palm springs.....and thats when i knew the only place i wanted to be....or belonged...was here...at home. Ahhh, i'm so so so sick. It is pitiful.

1)big lump on my neck (have no idea what it is or why its there)
2)fever of 103.4
3)threw up all damn day
4)aches and pains as if theres knifes going threw my body.

Someone please help. Sheesh.....im sure im fine....just have a flew. (Hopefull)

Any way, palm springs was funn, it was great to see my kel. She was hawt. foshodo. I hate that i got sick there (sorry for throwuing up everywhre kel) EIW.

Well at the moment, i am a tired, sick, and grouchy hoe, so i'll be leaving now :)

<333

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